posting spree!

that's what i feel like going on right now.

at the moment i'm kind of wondering what i got myself into.

i've been doing that a lot this year.

so i entered this thing at school called stage challenge.

it sounded kind of fun, and i like acting. plus, shooting people from the top of a prop boat carried by a bunch of backstage people doesn't sound too hard. or does it?

now in hindsight i'm kind of wondering if i should actually do it.

you see, i like my weekends...

no actually it's just cos i've been super busy lately. and it's not that i hate business, it's just that when it all gets busy, i really start to suck at doing one particular thing. like blogging. like band practice. like having a life.

"so," you say, "why don't you pull out and be done with it?"

i wish it was that darn easy.

first of all, as i previously mentioned, it looked kind of fun. and it'd give me something to do at lunch times. at times i feel my social life is virtually nonexistant. haha :)

secondly, and more importantly, the teacher in charge made it sound like a HUGE thing if you pulled out. which it would be i guess....they'd have to go find someone else to go do it, and waste a lot of time because i didn't think i could do it. it'd drive them up the wall, and back down. annnnnnd i'd probably get in a lot of trouble. :( grrrr with all that pre-emptive warning you'd think fickle people like me wouldn't go and put their names down.

i hate my life sometimes.

and this blog post didn't quite turn out the way i thought it'd go.....

oh well,

Jordan