Tuesday, September 14, 2010

time is the one thing i have in short supply.

alright this is going to be typed up SUPER-QUICK because i really should be getting onto learning that song on the guitar because my music teacher is really putting the pressure on me to get something recorded this term so this will be finished by 9.00 which means i have a grand total of 7 minutes to type myself silly. :)
ummmm.
life has been a wee bit hectic lately. what with les mis and school there has been absolutely no time to do pretty much anything but breath (and even thats hard sometimes!) so as a result we haven't done any practice for ages and this song we've kinda mish-mashed together STILL isn't finished even though we've been trying to write it for 3 weeks.
far out i wish i had more time. feels like i'm rushing from one thing to the next. man i'm even rushing to get this blog done :O meaning i'm only going to write down half of what i'm thinking.
today i found myself just wishing life could be simple again. back when i had time to jam without being pressured. back when i could just write songs when i felt like it, not just churn one out because we've only wrote 4 this year (shocking!). back when this just felt like it was working, not like we were clutching at straws trying to hold it all together. trying to pull it back into something resembling mayday.
and i can't say all we need is a gig.
that would be nice.
but not nesscarily the answer.
all we need is a little bit more life.
and maybe a few more seconds of the minutes of the hours of the day.

....

well it's now 9'o clock and this post doesn't make a scrap of sense.
oh well...God is bigger than all our problems and if this is His plan, then he will pull it together. no matter what they say, He is in control. and i'm only sorry i'm not brave enough to shout his name louder.
9.02

goodnight world

Jordan

2 comments:

Hannah M. said...

Shoot, that was a well timed post, I'm proud of you for accomplishing that!!! Amazing...
I'm sorry you had to rush though, I'm praying that you'll find more time for music, Jords. And for life in general too. I know what you mean... time has flown by literally 100 MPH in the past 3 years.
God is bigger than our problems= AMEN!!!

Anonymous said...

Hey Jords, I'm so proud of you for persevering through and all the effort you've put in over the last term. I know it's been a really hard time for you and glad to see how you're pulling into God. And so proud to watch you on stage, I think Les Miserables is one of the greatest shows you could go in, what a joy to see you taking part in something that sends a message of hope and redemption to people who would never walk into a church. Hang in there bro, it won't always be like this.
love you!
xoMe